Friday, September 2, 2005



I was having a not so great day. I wasn't feeling very good. I'm looking at myself thinking ''omg! that wasn't there yesterday'' having one of those ''I feel fat'' days. And my hair really wasn't helping. I washed it 3 different times and it still didn't look any better.  


And then I got online, and my friend Barbie was on...we don't really talk that often but she is a really good friend. One of those people who you can spend about an hour talking about your crush, and she will gasp and ''ohh'' and all the moments the deserve a gasp or an ''ohhh'' (like when the love of your life has a girlfriend lol). Or even though she may not be going through the best of days, but she can still give you pity if you are having a bad day. She is just a good friend.  


 So anyways, we are talking and I ask if I had ever sent her my journal. I'm bad at remembering that stuff, she said I never sent it so I did. And she says to me ''omg is that you?!?!'' (referring to my picture) and I say ''er...yeah...''. Of course thinking something was wrong with the picture because like I said I was having a bad day...and she says to me  


''You didn't tell me you were so pretty!!!''  


Huh? What? Are we looking at the same picture?  


Still, I thought it was really nice that she said that, it made me all ''yeah...ok...I'm not THAT bad..ya know...I guess I am pretty!'' Not like I am going around saying ''look at me I'm pretty'' or anything. But her saying that helped my self confidence.


nathanzmomme said...


rjet33 said...

You are quite beautiful, Ryan.  Never doubt it.


P.S.  Your Mom read Carrie's journal, so I thought I would give her the same courtesy.  Carrie likes Happy Bunny too.  It is so her!!!!!