So. Me and The Jackass broke up.
Ask me why Me and The Jackass broke up.
Well, since you asked...
He was a bit of a druggie. He'd get high and call me at three in the morning. Which I would be like "whatever" to...Its his choice to do that crap, as long as he didn't pressure me into it, or do it around me I didn't care.
Well...about a month ago he started getting pretty rude when he would get high. To which I raised my eyebrows and told him I was going to bed, call me tomorrow.
About one week ago, The Jackass gets drunk, calls me, and says to me "You know, you're a crappy girlfriend."
So of course I say what the hell and ask why.
He says to me "You dont DO anything for me, things a girlfriend should do. Show affection and stuff, maybe if you did I'd treat you nicer."
By the words "do" and "affection" he means, I'm not giving anything up, yes those things, and apparently this is what a girlfriend should do.
Yeah. I dont think so. He says we are more friends than anything else. I'm sorry, but I dont go around kissing my friends.
So then I brake up with him, and the next day he calls me back, and tells me he loves me and crap and he wants me back... he was drunk when he said all this....as he is drinking some more, he goes on I guess getting a little more drunk as hes going, and suddenly it turns around and he tells me he never really loved me (which hit me kind of hard. I didn't expect him to be IN LOVE with me...But you know..at least love me) and that he was going to break up with me various times, and that he just wants me to know that he has two other girls on hold, so i should feel important because I have first pick. At this point I'm thinking "You're and Idiot."
Really. WHAT boy says that?!?!?!
That's just the short story...he then went on to disrespect my father, my cousin, me even more.
We haven't talked for three days.
Today was the first day that I wasn't depressed, heartbroken, I didn't even think of him that much. It felt wonderful.
I still miss him, But I miss who he was before all this crap. When he doesn't drink or smoke. Not how I left him.
But I'll be ok :)
He was short anyways.
Right now I've just been keeping myself busy, Hanging out with my parents who have helped me out a lot, I'm lucky that way, I dont know anyone else who has parents like that. Whenever I miss him really bad I call Krissy. She tells me he was a jerk and I didnt deserve the treatment I got. Then threatens to hurt me if I call him...Which I believe she would, You don't mess with Krissy :-p
From now on, we shall call him, The...